December 2011
9 posts
Anonymous asked: Why do you continue to hold back who you really are from yourself and in your safe spaces?
…whenever I’m near you
My mind wanders off into distant lands
Fantasies filled with longing
I try my damnedest to focus on what you are saying
Your thoughts and feelings infinitely important to me
I zoom in on your deliverers of speech
Trying to read them and keep up
But I am hopelessly lost
In the movement of your peace makers
Completely enamored with and drawn to your soft...
Need you Now
It’s a quarter after desire
I need you now
Illusions shattered into thousands of pieces
I look in the mirror and hardly recognize my reflection
The woman I created has changed form in front of my very eyes
Ceased the incessant obsession with what ifs
Took fate into my own hands
Rode my destiny to the brink of insanity
So wrapped up in the moment
The way your arms feel around me
The way...
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